Note to Myself...

Hi myself..

There are few things you have to do

I know that you are perfectionist but sometimes you are like a wood and you might burn yourself because of fire you play with

So.. Let me tell you

Stop being jealous with someone else life.

Everyone has his or her own story and you have yours too. I know you have a big passion, you have dreams that you want to get, but if someone else get that earlier doesn’t mean you can’t make yours come true. It is just about timing. Allah swt always know what you want and give everything at the right time. So just stop.

Stop being too emotional.

Every human has emotion. But it doesn’t mean you can always let the first emotion on your head out. You can cry but try to hold it on so you can’t be weak. You can always hold your anger before it destroys yourself. Just hold on and be strong even you really one to get someone’s attention to understand your condition

Stop being to upset.

Sometimes you can rid your past especially when it comes to upset. You have to just let it go the past is maybe something you have to be aware in the future but we can always learn to not doing the same mistake. So just believe it

Stop expecting more.

I know sometimes it’s hard for you for not wondering something wonderful may happen in your life. But it is not about your life. You live with thousand people who may break your expectation and maybe supporting your expectation. I know you are perfectionist and always want all the people around you happy with all the perfect things you do to them but stop expectation someone will do as perfect as you do to you. Stop thinking that people may give you spark of surprise, gift that you really want, unforgettable moment, any kind of help when do you need or whatever. They are just normal human not as perfect as you expected.

Stop thinking and talking too much.

Take a deep breath, hold on to yourself and find something fun that might help yourself to stop thinking or talking to much. Stop hurting yourself

Dear myself

You are so far away from people that you might listen to them. They are not your guardian angel anyway even you wish they are. So just try to be a better person as you grow old.

I love you,

Your Alter Ego

xoxo