I Wish

Maybe it's true that I’m so in love with you. Maybe it's true I need you more than you need me. 

The thing I got is: "Love is an ability to hurt and being hurt by someone without feeling the pain”.

It's hurt to see you so far away from my sight. It's hurt when I miss you but I get no chance to be with you. It's hurt to see you happy even when you're not with me.

Maybe it's true when people say, " I can't live without you"

Then I listen to this song over and over and over again till I stop crying and sleep.

Watching phantom planes go by
Sinking into the darkness of the night
The lady in the clouds is lyin' down
Beside Chopin while he plays her the words of heaven

Red light beaming just a little over the green familiar hill
I still don't know how to control how I think, or speak, or feel

So...

I wish I'd never fallen in love...
So deeply
I wish I'd never knew that love...
Actually exists

I read your letter today
Told me that you're back in "therapy"
And I don't know why but it still concerned me
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But they tell me what's the point of hurting
Over something, that was nothing at all
I never used to be so gullible and vulnerable
But I guess with love nothing's impossible

So...

I wish I'd never fallen in love...
So deeply
I wish I'd never knew that love...
Actually exists

You said that I was good for you but you pushed me aside
Now tell me does that seem right?
I've fallen for a pessimist
But God help me I tried
To get you out of it

So...

I wish I'd never fallen in love...
So deeply
I wish I'd never knew that love...
Actually exists...

But I do now...
I do now...

Zee Avi- I Wish I never