What am I gonna do?

I want to scream my heart out but noone gonna hear it

I wanna cry till i drown in my own tears but nobody seems to care

I have nothing on me

I lost it all

What am I gonna do?

I should have listen but I ignored

What am I gonna do?

I feel like I'm a waste of space

Drifting through the wind

They told i shouldn't believing but I did

i'm lost in the middle of nowhere

What am I gonna do?

I'm begging for hope but I'm not forgiven

I ran away but all the doors are closed

This time I see no light

Noone seems to hold my hand

What am I gonna do?

Say the mistakes are the best pleasure

The pleasure that make you blind

Piece by piece it fades me out

Throw me away in a crowded place

What am I gonna do?

I might be dumb but i;m the dumbest one

Owe the night with please unpleasant 

Hide me in

Hide me in

The song from the darkness calling

It wasn't good but I couldn't leave it out

What am I gonna do?

In this absurdism of waiting 

Questioning . . .

Thinking . . . 

Yelling . . .

Screaming . . .

Mocking . . .

I grounded in the ground of sins

Locked my own unlocked room

Throw the key throw the key

What am I gonna do?

In this song of insanity

Stop Stop it right there

I'm dancing through the rain

When thunder sparks the light out

I'm laughing in my tears

I'm smiling I'm bleeding

I'm calling I'm waiting

Shut me up 

Shut me up

What am I gonna do?

What?

am I?

I gonna..

I do...

Please come please come please

I have it

I lost it 

I can't find it

I destroy it

Please come please come please

What am I gonna do?

What am I gonna do?

Last hope 

I die